For you, my friend.

Tomorrow, one of my dearest friends is going to Japan for work. 
I've known her for... around 5 years now.. And I'm going to miss her. 


For you my friend. All the best. 


She was actually my tuition teacher for Maths from Sec 1 to Sec 3.. We had lots of fun together..
At Sec 4 I decided to put my sciences as priority as they were subjects that could be improved as well. So I stopped tuition. But then we still kept in touch with each other often, MSN and FB and stuff..


We had alot of fun times, really. She was the one who brought me into the wonderful world of Japanese culture, and I'm happy that she can go to Japan to work. 
First was the anime XD Those seriously old-school ones like Inuyasha etc etc.. Then I moved on to others that I found interesting like REBORN, Bleach, Naruto etc etc etc. 
Then came the music. JPOP. I started off with anime songs like those OPs and EDs and some recommended bands like KAT-TUN, but subsequently I moved on to other songs based on the singers I liked. May'n, NIGHTMARE and stuff like that.. 
Then (again) came J-DRAMA XD Hahahahaha.. Crows Zero, Hana Yori Dango etc etc..
Japanese culture FTW! 

To my dear friend Fulin. 

If you are reading this, I'm happy for you! 

I'll go visit you some time!

Stay happy there alright? 

Do your best and I'll see you soon!

Maybe even by the end of this year!

They say that all good things must come to an end. 

But I don't believe in it. 

I believe that our friendship can last us through the years.

They say that distance makes the heart grow fonder. 

I'm really looking forward to seeing you again. 

また、貴方と合える事を楽しみにしています！

その時が来るまで、I'll miss you!

Your friend, Dawn

Today's post is dedicated to you. 

I'm missing you already, my friend

Of screams, cries and nosebleeds.

I SAW IT.
I SAW THEM.
I SAW SuG AND LM.C LIVE!


ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG IM SO HAAAAAAPY!


GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH


THEY WERE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!


I think it was Maya's (LM.C) birthday today?? The fans sang a birthday song to him XD so sweet!
GOSH MAYA AND AIJI ARE SOOOOOOOO CUTE!


SO ARE CHIYU, SHINPEI, MASATO, TAKERU AND YUJI!
They were all decked out in their Koakuma Sparkling costumes XD
soooooo cute hahahahahahahahahaha


The pics are on FB, but they are not so clear.. I'm going to wait for a few days the kope from other ppl blog.. XD hahahahaha ENJOY!


http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4663823&id=579536167#!/album.php?id=579536167&aid=198076&s=0&hash=f3f4927fe59005c6c173da84cb301a1b


HOMG HOMG HOMG 1st time seeing my idols LIVE XD I'm soooo happy! So sad I can't go tmr.. D: 
I'm sorry - Maya, Aiji, Chiyu, Takeru, Yuji, Shinpei, Masato 
<3 <3 <3

HOMG the rain..

ZOMG I'm in class now..
THE RAIN IS SOOOO HEAVY I"M GONNA DIEEEEE! XD
Thank god there weren't much people on 902 today... DX
Hahahahahahahahahaha.... 
I haven't been blogging much.. I was chionging bejeweled blitz XD
Woooooooh 300K alr.. Hahahahahaha


Have been wearing contacts to school these few days (Y)
And I thought of wearing make to school today...
But I always backed out in the end..
Cuz... ... ... ... ... ...
FIRSTLY - the liquid eyeliner my mom gave me.. TAKES A LOOOOOONG TIME to dry... I is no liek..
SECONDLY - I suck at doing make.. DX I need mooooooooore practice!! DX


Anyhow.. 
SuG will be at IMM todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! 
Homigosh... *nosebleeds and faints*
I wanna see them live! Even if I'm too short to see them from the crowd.. DX
Goooosh I think I can die just listening to their voice.. *cries*

CHIYU / TAKERU / SHINPEI / YUJI / MASATO 

omigosh omigosh omigosh! XD XD I am soooooo going to drag Rachel along with me.. Even if she cant go I also will go alone whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh!


*nosebleeds, faints then melts*
Credits go to Takeru's blog XD (I kop-ed the pics from there..)
Takeru in SG XD

Takeru XD <3 <3 <3 TTM XD

Once again...

Hi I'm baaaack XD 
Yupp.. I'm baaaaaack XD


Okayy.. I'll stop. I'm already mad. XD
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...


Aaaanyway... I seriously dunno wad to wear to school already.. Dammit..


NOOOO MOOOORE CLOOOOOTHES! DX DX DX DX DX
Should I get... A dress?! Or.. more tops? 
Although I DEFINITELY need more shorts.


My parents said smth like "Don't wear shorts to school larh, teacher already say cannot."
The explanation of "Freshies can wear whatever they want" 
And it became - "No, still cannot"


WTF. But I heck care arhhhh... Just wear.. So, the conclusion is I DON'T CARE. XD hahahaha


Hahahahahahaha.. And guess what I found.. 


Shinee's Taemin and Kiyoharu have the saaame hair..


Taemin (above) in Lucifer, their new song
Kiyoharu (below) in Slow, quite an old song, OP for Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge

WHUUUUUUTS THE CHANCES! THEY HAVE THE SAME (actually is similar larhhhs) IMBAH-ISHLY NICE HAIR! DX 

My hair is like shit compared to theirs D:

I gotta feeling...

Sians I alr have no more clothes to wear to school D:
I need more clothes..
And I also need foundation, BB cream, concealer blah blah blah..
Oh and I want the angled brush from THEFACESHOP..
Damm it.. It costs 14 bucks!
D': Me is no more money left..


And I still need to find my Neo Genesis 46..
And sell my Neo Genesis 45 D:


mahh monehhhh D':

DECISIONS...

I HAVE DECIDED!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... XD

Starting from 1st August, I will try my best NOT TO:

1. Buy unnecessary stuff, unless I REALLY REALLY want, or someone buy for meeee XD
2.  Save up for the stuff that I want, like Dr. Marten's boots/VK clothes/make stuff etc
3. Study hard! (XD impossible)
4. Become SLIGHTLY more girly by the end of the year XD (I also dunno for wad siol)
5. Become better at make and hairstyling XD

Hahahahahaha.. NO GUARANTEE THAT I CAN FOLLOW ORZ.. 

HAHAHAHAHAHA... 

#2 maybe still can.. #5 also maybe can... XD

Die larh like that...  Hahahahah.. Is neo genesis a NEED or a WANT? hahahahaha

Anywaays.. These few days I've been into ViViD's new album - ACROSS THE BORDER. Good stuff. 1st time I really listened and liked THE WHOLE ALBUM XD hahahaha.. Wait for my SHIVER then maybe will change again haha.. 

Just finished watching the PV for Across The Border. Quite nice. I LOVE RYOGA'S BELLY.. So flat *jealous* hahahaha.. 

They are all really cute.. I LIKE..

And I also like A9's new look. 

Hiroto's BLONDE hair! 

And Nao's red/black hair is also dammmmm cool.

I have always liked Tora so yeah, no change about that.. 

And I feel that Shou is giving off a coooler aura XD

But Saga's hair like abit weird hahahahaha.. 

NVM, I LIEK.

XD hahahahahahhaaha I'm going mad alr (Y)

VIVID XD

Alice Nine XD

RANDOM-NESS! Sekihan and Pico <3 <3

another day.. another round of complaints and rants..

I'm BROKE.
And I'm waiting for my nails to dry. 
DX
I have TONS of things I wanna buy.. 
And its not including my cosmetics and skincare and haircare stuff D:
I seriously need to save moneyyy D:

Shopping Day... LALALA..

Just came back from shopping at Great World City..
Didn't get to buy much.. Just some stuff that I need.. DX
A high-waist skirt from G2000 - I've been wanting that since I first saw it
And a pair of 3/4 khakis for the YOG thing.. 
PUI. Like that only siooool.. T.T
I IS WANTS MORE!
Imma gonna psycho my mum to get me moooooore!
Hahahaha.. (Y)
I saw this REALLLLY nice long top the other day.. My mum almost.. ALMOST.. got it for me.. D:
But she didn't.. 
That night when I got home, she started rambling on and on about all those online scamming and stuff.. DX
So, yeappps I is no get what I wanted. 
But I'm sooooo going to get that.. Its suuuuper chio and it really looks like smth you can find on everyone in Shibuya.. No fair.. D:


Dinner was at Yoshinoya (Y)
Then was Ben and Jerry's ice cream.. 
Was fking cold at GWC so we just got one scoop and we shared..
I should have suggested Coffee Bean earlier T.T


I seriously need to sell off all my old clothes... 
Any buyers?!


*faints*

Formal wear day..

LAWLS. 
Today was formal wear day.. XD
I looked DAMM DAMM DAMM weird. 
Hahahahaha... Wore GIRLY casual stuff to class, then changed into heels and did my make.
Damm I look SUUUUPER weird with make. 
I think I've looked better without HAHAHA.. 
Aaaaaanyways. 
The guys - ESPECIALLY Nicky, Hongxuan, Edwin and CK..
THEY LOOKED LIKE BOUNCERS WITHOUT THEIR TIES
AND THEY LOOKED LIKE INSURANCE AGENTS/CONMEN WITH TIES
Lol.. All the girls were chio! Except me wahaha.. 
Yunping has really really nice legs. She just needs to be more daring and show them off..
Then she just has to take care of her skin and hair, change the style and VOILA, chiobuuuuu~ LOL


Presentation was in the LR.. 
At first we all thought we were going to present to like... 4 classes?
End up, just our class only. LAWLS.. XD
Hahaha..
But was still stress cuz there was no Q&A session/comments.
And we had STRICTLY 10 mins to complete the whole presentation.. 
So yupp, was kinda stress..


After presentation was photo taking time.. .
Hahaha.. I just realized I forgot to take pic with Nicky LOL.. DX
We spammed webcam and took a "still shot" movie for Nicky, Yanee and Nazihah (Y)
Damm cute.. ROFL..


Hahahahahahahahahahaha.. 
Princess Qianying was soooo happy to get her polaroid.. 
So we took a few at school..

Then we went to Causeway to kill time, cuz none of us wanted to go back yet..
So we headed for dinner at Ajisen Ramen.. 
My dear Princess QY dropped her polaroid 3 times!
And she just got it today! Gosh.. She has to be more careful arhhhhh...
Then I got nougats for the family..


Then I cabbed home. 
I think I was really thrifty today (Y)
Cuz I wanted to buy the angled eyeshadow brush.. Easier to do make..
THE FUCKING THING COST 14 BUCKS.. 
A FUCKING 14 BUCKS FOR A FUCKING EYESHADOW BRUSH!
Scared already then went out of the shop..
Cab fare was 20 bucks.. *cries after looking at the bill*


Ahhhhhhh... Sekihan X Pico Magnet is (Y) <3 Sekihan's manly voice.. The range is like WIDE only! Hahaha.. I like Pico's "girl" voice.. (Y) also.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..


GAWDS.
I HAVEN'T SHOWER YET.
I HAVEN'T DO RJ YET. 
AND THE JAPANESE COMPO THAT IS DUE TMR IS NOT DONE YET. 
IMMA PROZZZ XD


gonna chiong now.. Even the Gazeboys are working hard.. I should too!

hahahahahahaha

SUPER HIGH TODAY. XD 
Was feeling really down in class just now, but feeling better already..
All thanks to.. ... ... RETAIL THERAPY.
I spent 11 bucks on mascara (ITS NOT EVEN THE GOOD BRAND!) and 10 bucks on white eyeliner.. 
Damm I seriously needa control myself..!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.. 
On the other hand, TMR IS FORMAL WEAR DAY!
AND WE ARE GOING TO FUCKING PRESENT IN THE LECTURE HALL IN FRONT OF AT LEAST 3 OTHER CLASSES! DAMMMMMMM!
I am soooooo dead. My presentation skills are like PUI. 
Die. Die. Die. Die. Die. Die.


DA Gazeboys in formal wear LOLOLOLOL <3

And I'm sooooo gonna freak out.. =3=

lawls

Today... Was an epic FAILS XD
I wore.. SOMETHING GIRLY TO SCHOOL (a basic top with a layered skirt and a chunky belt)
I was.. SO NOT USED TO IT.
I have.. DECIDED TO GO BACK TO BEING THE "PRINCE-LY" ME as of tomorrow..
As for Formal Wear day.. FUCK THAT. Imma going to school in slippers. HAHA (Y)
But I will still change larhhh.. I know my limits kayy.. HAHA
I shall go splurge on accessories on Friday..
I shall have to get ready (even though I am reluctant, yet willing at the same time) to say "byebye" to my MONEHHHHH! 


D: D: D: D: D: 

ehehehe..

I just deleted my ameba acct.. But then I created another one almost instantly LOL.. HAHAHA.. Cuz I didn't like the name.. I changed it to something else LOL.. hahahaha.. Nothing much to post today.. Maybe will post again after dinner... ...

Black falsies? Or beige?
Imma gonna put falsies again! Hurray me~
But I needa buy more alr.. HAHAHA..

「恋っていいね。。」
「そうだな。。」
「俺恋人欲しいな。。」
「俺もだ。。」
「えぇぇぇぇぇぇー！ちょっと待ってぇぇぇぇー！」
「どうした？」
「何で俺は自分に話しかけるのかい？」
「。。。 =3=」


Hahahaha I did this on FB just now. Cuz I was damm damm damm damm bored.
Everday has become so boring now.. I just wanna go out and have fun.. D:
I need to drag ppl out alr. 
Rachel, my bro and I are going to Natsu Matsuri! My 1st time, noob, I know, but WHATEVER! Hahahaha..
Looking forward to that, but its on 21st August.. Still got a loooong way to go..
I  want to watch Despicable Me and Predators! And the new RE movie!
But no one want to watch with me.. Cuz its either they watch alr, or too boy-ish for them. (dammit)
I suddenly have this urge to dress up - as in GIRLISHLY - to school. 
I think I have a loose screw in my head..


And I'm tired. So I shalll leave an emo note at the end. 
Yes, I'm ALWAYS emo.
And no, I don't get tired of being an emo. 
And I'm lazy to try to curl my hair.. =3= hahahahah

- Always the one to give appreciation, but never the one who receives it - 

*hmmmm... to emo or not to emo.. That is the question..*

tired TTM. .AGAIN.

Gawds. Just had a HALO3 co-op session with my bro.. Haven't touched that in a LONG LONG TIME (Y) haha. Halo is good stuff, but I wanna play Halo Reach.. XD

REACH IS GONNA BE SOOOO FUCKING AWESOME. Heh heh:D

Stupid YOG thing wasted my Sunday. I'd rather stay at home and do the usual chores..
Damm. Why did I even sign up for it? There won't be any Japanese teams playing at the stadium where I'm posted to! Sengkang some more sia.. Damm far.. Then I have to wake up soooo early.. DX
Noooooo..! LOL. Haha.
So today was raining the whole day at Sengkang blah blah blah...
Having muscle aches now. Argh.
And I need to catch up on my well-deserved sleep.
Well, I guess that's all XD

another day gone by..

Stupid SOH team building today. LAME-O!
Whatever. I ended up with a bad mood today.
Dammit. I think I'm being overly-sensitive.
I guess that's just me.
Got some random lines I thought of on the bus.. 
You could call it lyrics I guess..
Some in Japanese, some in English..
Enjoy. 


"Finally rearing its ugly head, the jealousy in my heart.
You say its my fault, but have you ever thought?
That maybe you're the one who caused things to turn out this way?"
"I don't want to ruin 'US', but I don't see the alternative here. 
Is this really the way it has to be?"
"You always say, BE MYSELF. 
Then again, if I really allow myself to be free. 
You'd most probably complain again."
"Its tough. I have never tasted 'IT'.
I know you have, so you don't have to brag."
"So here's an apology.
Sorry for never being able to be like you, 
sorry for never being able to be the friend you want."

羨ましいね、 貴方の事。

恋って、 いいんだな。

私ね、 「恋にする」と言うな事

一度でも味わっていなかった

でも貴方がいつも

私の前に

「恋」と言うな事を語りつづける

そのせいで、

私の心の奥に

埋められていた

この悪い気持ち

今は

顔を現せました

I'm going mad. 8D

My 3 wallpaper(s) these few days XD

I'm delusional. Seriously. GAWDS, something is seriously wrong with me lorhhhs.. hahahaha.. 
All pics are from the http://community.livejournal.com/gaze_photos 
Me is no own anything. Although I really wish I did DX
*nosebleeds* they are all looking at me :D 

LOLOL I'm BACK. XD

Ahaha.. As promised, I'm back. 
Well, it's after dinner..
But its kinda late already..
Well.. That's not the point.


The point is... ... ... ...


I NEARLY DIED TODAY. 


I was alighting at Woodlands station. I was kinda late already. The train was VEEEEERY FULL. And I had to squeeze my way out of the train through that can of sardines. 
Then... Just as I was about to step out of the bloody train,  the fucking doors CLOSED, yes, THEY CLOSED ON ME. I was stuck in between the door. But thanks to my relatively fast reaction, I managed to get out, except for a few rubber lines (super ugly!) that disappeared after awhile. But then! My bag was still stuck. Dammit. Thank whoever, the moment I got my bag free from the fucking door, the train moved. =3= Lucky sia... If not I would be a mangled lump of mushy fats, flesh, skin, organ, bones and blood on the train track XD hahahahahahaha


Gawds, fucking teambuilding thing tomorrow.. I IS NO LIKE IT! GRAAAAAH. 
Shall end here.
If not tmr, shall be the worst day of my life so far since poly started. 

dinner time :D

Yes, its dinner time. GAWDS, I just opened this page!
And I'm in the midst of reading The GazettE fanfictions! 
NOOOO!
But I'm hungry anyways. 
Shall post after dinner LOLOL 8D

WAHAHAHA I'm delusional

This is my current wallpaper(s)..

I'm delusional. Why? Kai is looking at ME with those eyes *melts* and Aoi is taking a pic of MEEEEEEEE ~ *melts again* 

GAWDS. I think all these late nights are killing me .Damm. I'm supposed to be asleep by now. NOOOOOO... Tmr still got class siol.. Then weekend already packed until full full liao.. =3= TIRED-NESS MAXXX 

I need Uru-dear to give me a shoulder massage XD

TIme for Celebration :D

WAHAHA XD 

Today is last UT HAHA (Y) 

Finally can dun need study.. 

Not that I studied in the first place. Heh heh heh... 

Aaaaanyway now that its over, we can all relax awhile before we go for... 

THE HOLS! Yay..  8D 

But for me, holidays like machiam no holidays liddat.

WHYYYY?

1. Have the lame YOG thing (regret signing up, NO CE POINTS! They cheat our feelings!)
2. UT3
3. Class chalet
4. F1 Hotel thing

The best part of it all - NO CE POINTS. GO for whaaaaat.. I need my NDA points! And IG doesn't seem to be helping.. Must chiong talks alr sia..

Sia larhhhhh.. How to clear 30 siol.. DIE.

Gonna be random, and tell u the things that I like about the Gaze boys (:

1. Ruki's height (heh heh most attainable among all the Gaze boys)
2. Ruki's voice (super wide range lorrrrhs)
3. Ruki's contacts in white (I WANT! LIKE SUPER CHIO ONLY!)
4. Reita's LOW voice (I LIKE.. In Rich Excrement (Y))
5. Aoi's lip piercing XD (I want one too DX)
6. Aoi's  hair (in some styles)
7. Aoi's humour (Y) super epic
8. Aoi's and Uruha's guitar skills! (I'm still a noob)
9. Uruha's suuuuuuper chio hair (even my hair also not that nice D:)
10. Uruha's legs *nosebleeds*
11. Uruha's purse/coin pouch (see previous post)
12. Kai's smile :D (I have dimples too!)
13. Kai's arms XD (GAWDS how can he be so slim and muscular at the same time?!)
14. Their nice fingers D: I want them too

Pic spam (:

I want alots of things.. =3=

I have a lot of things to buy.... Ahhhhhhhh~ 

1. Dr. Marten's boots in Matted Black
2. Ralph Laurent polo in Black/White
3. A bag.. A new bag.. A black shoulder/sling bag
4. Iphone 4G
5. A decent set of VK clothes.
6. Dresses.. ?!
7. More make-up stuff.. Brushes etc etc ect :D

And alot of things I want, other than the stuff at the top

1. Cos as Isshi in PSC 2009
2. VK clothes
3. Be pro in VK make (:

Actually there's alot alot alot more. But I'm lazy and class is starting =3= 

uruha's bag (: so many things :D ahahah.. 
I like his coin pouch (: naruto style sehhhh~ 
But either way I still <3 love him XD