another day gone by..

Stupid SOH team building today. LAME-O!
Whatever. I ended up with a bad mood today.
Dammit. I think I'm being overly-sensitive.
I guess that's just me.
Got some random lines I thought of on the bus.. 
You could call it lyrics I guess..
Some in Japanese, some in English..
Enjoy. 


"Finally rearing its ugly head, the jealousy in my heart.
You say its my fault, but have you ever thought?
That maybe you're the one who caused things to turn out this way?"
"I don't want to ruin 'US', but I don't see the alternative here. 
Is this really the way it has to be?"
"You always say, BE MYSELF. 
Then again, if I really allow myself to be free. 
You'd most probably complain again."
"Its tough. I have never tasted 'IT'.
I know you have, so you don't have to brag."
"So here's an apology.
Sorry for never being able to be like you, 
sorry for never being able to be the friend you want."

羨ましいね、 貴方の事。

恋って、 いいんだな。

私ね、 「恋にする」と言うな事

一度でも味わっていなかった

でも貴方がいつも

私の前に

「恋」と言うな事を語りつづける

そのせいで、

私の心の奥に

埋められていた

この悪い気持ち

今は

顔を現せました