stoning in class (:

I'm stoning in class (: heheheheheh (: 
BORED. Listening to faci talking about UT stuff... =3=
Sia larhhhhhhs ): Don't need go home liao lorhhhs...


(: shall go look at my bishies now (:

emo time...

もう何も考えたくない。。。

疲れすぎました。。。

ただ。。。

俺の事。。。　

忘れないでくれ。。。

俺を。。。

一人にしないでくれ。。。

Yessh its emo time again (:

I have been emo these few days and shall continue to do so, probably till end of this week (:

Aaaaaanyways~ Shopping list has been updated for July/August'10 (:

1. 2 sets of formal wear for school. 
2. 2 more pair of shorts.
3. 1 pair of black covered flats.
4. A new bag
5. More tops
6. Hair-styler or whatever ya call it (:
7. More contacts LOL (WTH??)
8. VK clothes
9. More variations of make. -3-
10. Uhhh.. New glasses

 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. MONEY IS NEVER ENOUGH (:

Now that I'm done..

Cuz I wanna be chio like HIZAKI or Jasmine You (: dammit. They're guys yet they are more chio than girls.

Reflections

Yes. Reflections. 

No. Not RJs.

Yes. Reflections.

On what? My life and how it is an epic failure. 

(I'm only gonna talk about what I've gone through this year, in 2010)

Lets start.. 

1.     Went to class chalet, watched SAW I and II and realized I've got a tougher gut than any girl I know.

2. Quit my job and lost my already-measly income just cause' I didn't like the IC. 
3. CNY at my aunt's house made me realize how much of a failure I am when it comes to studying.
4. Spent my days rotting at home cuz I didn't have a job and since the majority of my friends are in JC, I'm left to AMUSE MYSELF at home. 
5. Started school and I realized that W45L is the best class in the world!
6. Spent too much money and decided to cut down on spending. Did it work? Not a chance.
7. Totally fell in love with VK style (as in totally influenced by it) and I am now trying my best to achieve it. Hoping it works.
8. Betting on WC is not as draining on my wallet as compared to eating in The Reel Room.
9. Friends said I'm not a girl. Why? Cause' I don't like Taylor Swift.
10. Friends were talking about their BFs and I just realized I'm just a pathetic teen, aren't I?
11. Yes. I have NEVER (you heard me. NEVER) had a BF cause' I'm more of a friend to them since they can talk to me about games, soccer, tech stuff and anime/manga. Laugh all you want.
12. Yes. I am only making myself feel inferior but what does it matter! Thinking positive isn't going to help either. 
13. I know I'm being overly sensitive and I'm only going to make myself feel worse. But you know what? WHATEVER! I don't give a fucking care anymore. 
14. I love my friends. I really do. But I just can't help but want to say these stuff that I've been keeping inside me for so long. 

CONCLUSION - Life is NEVER fair when its supposed to be. And it’s ALWAYS fair when its NOT SUPPOSED to be.

Cuz I can has VERSAILLES as my wallpaper (:

Cuz I can has VERSAILLES as my wallpaper (:

Heh heh heh.. Kamijou/Yuki <3

hahahaha...

One more band to add to my addictions (:

Tmr is science. Dammit. I hate school.

Take me away from that path of no return...

Sometimes I wonder why I decided to take this path even though I know it will make me suffer... Sometimes I wonder why I'm still sticking to this path even though it hurts so much... Can someone save me from this path of no return...


Yes, I am talking about my love for VK. I don't regret it.. But sometimes this irritating voice at the back of my head just makes me feel that this wasn't such a good choice after all...
I mean, just LOOK AT ME. Which part of me do you think is good for VK? 
Eyes? NO.
Hair? maybe.
Body? NO FUCKING WAY.
Get it? I mean.. VK is a really nice and unique style and I really like it. But what's the point of liking something that will make me hurt so much? I can't get VK make right no matter how I try, I cant get a a decent set of VK clothes and accessories and I can't get a decent pair of boots. How you tell me? How? 
Ahhhh I am now in a fucking bad mood even after I've let loose. FUCK...
Laugh at me for all you want. I don't give a fucking damm anymore. 

New love(s)..

I am officially in love with Matenrou Opera 摩天楼オペラ and Kagrra  ehehehehe... I still love the Gazette also though.. Heh heh... 


Matenrou Opera 摩天楼オペラ 
From top to bottom - Ayame (Keyboard), Yuu (Dr),  Sono (V), Anzi (G), You (B)

Heh heh heh.. All of them are so cute.. HAHA.. You is hyper backstage, Ayame is soooooooooooooooo cute.. Yuu likes to take pics and Sono is... abit lame i guess. And Anzi is just sooooooooo cool! But I love em' all (: HAHAHAHA

Blogging in class is so fun (:

heyy there.. /0/

Haven't been here to post for awhile.. ARGENTINA FTW (: Heh heh.. I bet 2-0 and 2 or more goals on Argentina and guess what?? Argentina got 2-0 against GREECE! LOL.. (: but the monehh will not be going to my pocket... I'm going to use it to make up for my losses due to my huge investment in Neo Genesis 45 -3- Gawds there goes my monehhhh ):


ARGENTINA FTW

Cuz I can be happy (:

Should I? Or should I not?

Gawds... Recently I'm into doing weird hairstyles... Obsessed with Isshi's (Kagrra) hair in PSC 10th Anniversary...

Damm nice... I'm just missing the hairspray and colour and styler.. I still need a little practice with the styling though..  頑張ります！Still thinking if i should cos though... Thanks to alot of VK-loving people... I mean really thanks. I <3 VK... HAHAHA... I cant find the kimono I want... Damm... And I need a full size pic of Isshi's clothes in PSC Anniversary...  ああああ。。。どうしよう？So should I? Or should I not??


Faulyne was asking me about why I love VK so much... I guess its all thanks to Fulin that I fell in love with Japanese culture... So much to the extent that I'm taking lessons. But I don't regret it.. 
I started out with anime, the 1st anime I ever watched was Gundam Seed. And I fell in love with it (Athrun actually)... I started to go more into music after I started watching animes like Bleach and Naruto.. Then I moved on, going on to more and more animes like Junjou Romantica(Pure Love Romance), Macross Frontier, Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shittiru(Betrayal Knows My Name) etc etc etc... 
Then I came across May'n and Nightmare.. May'n and Yomi have good voices... Love it <3 After a while, I got tired of just listening to anime themes and decided to venture into more of their songs, AKFG is one of them... But I got tired of their style after a while..


Nightmare was the 1st ever JROCK band I listened to, while Alice Nine was the 1st Visual Kei band I cam across... Alumina and The World (by Nightmare) are still some of my faves.. Then I came across Ryouga's (ViViD) blog in Ameba and got a peek at 69-II.. Fell in love and went on to listen to more... 


Then comes the FB part... Met a really great online friend Sochii-san :) Senpai actually:) She loves the Gazette LOL.. Big influence on me :P I used to listen to the Gazette a while back.. Sec 2,3?? But gave up cuz at first I thought it was just random screaming like What's Up People by Maximum The Hormones...  


Went back to The Gazette and listened to Guren.. GOSH it was sooooooo nice than I went on to find more of their songs and I love their style too. 


Current - OBSESSED WITH The Gazette (EVERYONE LOL) , Alice Nine (Tora, Shou, Hiroto), Kagrra (Isshi, Shin) , VISUAL KEI, ISSHI'S  HAIR IN PSC 10th Anniversary LOL... 


Finally... ... ... ... ... .... ... ... ...


CUZ I CAN HASH NEO GENESIS 45 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Damm thing is going to make me lose my lunch for the next one and a half weeks -3-

HERESY

GAWDS... I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership... FUCK I want my HERESY membership.... 


Dammit sooooooo not fair... You need to fucking live in JAPAN to get HERESY membership... Damm. Damm. Damm. Damm. Damm...


FYI - HERSY is The Gazette's official fanclub and you need the membership ID in order to read their blogs.. ZOMG... (imagines how many pics I will get if I can get to their blogs..)


Gosh.. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership. I want my HERESY membership... FUCK I want my HERESY membership....  

もう二度と戻られない「時」。血に染まった俺の目は、もう「光」なんか見えない。永久の闇に堕ちていく。。。

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And so DARKNESS falls...

I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TMR. ITS FINAL. heh heh.. 1st time pon school worhhs... mai siao siao.. I am dammmmmm tired... But I'm also lazy to go take MC... ARGH.. Why so ma fan one.. tsk tsk... 

Last day of the hols... Damm..

I was supposed to post this yesterday, but was too lazy 8D heh heh.. Aaaaaanyways, yesterday was a day out with Beegim! Gosh haven't seen her in a long long time... I was looking super chui ystd.. Damm... Rachel was supposed to go out with us, but cuz she needed to be home for lunch... TOO BAD HAHAHAHAHA... 

We were supposed to meet at 1030. I left the house too early and was there at 1020. LUCKILY - she was early too =D so we met early, reached early and finished early =D My lunch was at Yoshinoya.. Beef bowl FTW =D Hurrah! Then was neoprint, Beegim's lunch and then shopping at orchard =D haha.. Bought SHOXX mag Jun. issue, GAZETTE! Not on the cover but still there =D gonna read later.. HAHA... 

Hang on.. I'm not supposed to be blogging in school, am I? 

Goshhhhh...

Gosh I need money... I need money, Paypal and probably a credit card. I just found soooooooooooooo many The Gazette stuff at CDjapan GOSHHHHHH... 


Neo Genesis 45




















Neo Genesis 44

SHIVER L.E with DVD

These 3 fellas are at the TOP TOP TOP of my VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG wishlist... Damm I need more money..

2nd last day of the hols.. T.T

Its the 2nd last day of the hols for RP ppl.. Damm.. BLEHHHHHH... <3 The Gazette LOLOL.. Tmr going out with BEEGIM! <3 HAHA.. Haven't seen her in a long time! NEOPRINTS! Hope to do some shopping though.. Pics!

BRUNCH@VIVOCITY

Was dragged out to wash the car at 10AM. ANd I hadn't even had my breakfast. Argh. I hate washing the car. Somehow, something will find its way onto my leg, usually grass or mud LOLOL.. GRAAAAAAH!
After that was lunch at VIVOCITY.. Japanese food XD !!! Ramen FTW... HAHAHA.. =D I love Japanese food. <3 <3 <3 ラメン大好きだもん！

My hair... =D

Here are some pics I promised from yesterday =D
(Top to bottom - at the salon, at home)

You could say...

I'm kinda pissed. I DIDN'T GET MY BLONDE HIGHLIGHTS. I'm kinda happy. I got my PURPLE/BLACK bangs/fringe (whatever you call it) =D 
Aaaaaaanyway.. I'm gonna find those hair dye that you can find in Watson's and try to do it myself. Anyone wanna help????? Going for dinner now.. Another picture post coming up =D

Fun with the class!

Today was class outing LOLOLOL! Super fun! I didn't get downgraded by 0.5 worhhhhs..
Was at the dentist in the morning.. UGHHHHH.. The horror D= I have 2 cavities ZOMG.. And to think I had good teeth.. =3= After the dentist I went down to Orchard to meet up with Qianying. She wanted to get something from Wisma.. 47 dollar romper LOLOLOLOL... Rich girl sial... Haha... Then we went to Somerset Int. to meet up with the rest. But... ... ... ...
ONLY GERALDINE WAS THERE LOLOLOLOL...
The rest were late (DOWNGRADE BY 0.5!!) haha.. even the organizer(s) were late.. Hongxuan's hair is like SHORT ONLY SIAL.. =D Was laughing (Qianying too!) when we saw it..
We spent 1.5 hours deciding on lunch.. WTF.. We were like "SWENSENS!" "No, SEOUL GARDEN!" "Nonono MAC VALUE LUNCH" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... We ended up at Fish&Co. @ Heeren.. The ambience and all was good. But.. No ice. Some dishes were not available. We still decided to eat there anyway. Faulyne works at Fish&Co. so we had a 10% discount.. XD Three cheers for Faulyne! HAHAHAHA..
Somehow, we had extras after collecting the money for our meal.. It was $200+ horhhs mai siao siao.. X) The we were deciding what to do with the extras and we decided to buy some nice chocos for Clara, who was working at Far East and couldn't come to the class outing. Also counted as a belated Bday present..
Walking from Heeren to Takashimaya to Far East... We passed by the new Gucci store.. ZOMG WE WENT IN.. 1st time I've walked into something so.. POSH.. I think the posh-est place I went to was Massimo Dutti and Aigner?? LOL..
Then... Takashimaya basement 2 was filled with EXPENSIVE CHOCO.. In POSH POSH POSH wrappers. I was like "Can I just get the wrapper without the chocos??" =3= obviously not larhhhhs..
Then we went over to Far East to find Clara.. She was epic tio stun when we went to find her.. She looked so chui LOL.. At least the extra $11+ was well spent.. After that Qianying, Faulyne and I went to Talisman to look for bags. Faulyne bought a bag, 2 belts and 2 earrings.. I bought a cross necklace with a ring around it. Damm chio.. 5.80 T.T *money flies out of wallet* GOSHHHHH....
Faulyne was running late for work and so we took a cab to IMM.. Surprisingly, only 20 bucks for peak period =D Its a good thing. Then I took the bus home from the interchange..
TMR IMMA GONNA DO MY HAIR... SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPER HAPPY LOLOLOLOL... QY should have the pics up by tonight/tmr so when the pics are out I'll just post them =D most are self explanatory.. =D (esp. the GUCCI ones. Oooops SPOILER!!) HAHAHAHA..

blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *dies*

ZOMG Fucking tired... =3=
Went to Suntec and Plaza Sing today... NO PICS.. I forgot to bring my camera and I hate my phone's cam... Argh. My neck is aching. Retribution for sitting atraight on 502 for 1 hour plus plus... D= AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... MY NECKKKKKK!!! Me is FUCKING TIRED... Even a hot shower couldn't get rid of the pain... Damm...
Going to the dentist tomorrow.. Then go Somerset for class outing.. Hope my neck recovers by then T.T
What to wear???? I got nothing left LOL...
Haircut is less than 2 days!!! PUNKKKKKK!

asdfghjk

I'M BORED. See the title, now you know.
This week is P.A.C.K.E.D lololololol... Going to have eyebags when I go back to school. ARGH.
See my schedule for the week - 
Tuesday - 

• Go out with Rachel. I need more More MORE accessories!!!

Wednesday 

• Dentist in the morning =3=
• W45L Outing to TOWN! (lets go to LV and make lots of noise!)

Thursday

• HAIR DAY!!! LIKE FINALLY!

Saturday

• Japanese Lesson, maybe 4E3 outing i dunno~

Sunday 

• NEOPRINT WITH BEEGIM!! And Rachel =D 

IMMA BUSY GIRL.. How the hell am I gonna find time to study? I should have lotsa pics of look forward =D

Can someone tell me...

Can somebody...ANYBODY... tell me WHY AM I ON THE COMP at this time of the day? Its only 1.30!! Damm I'm seriously screwed.. I haven't touched the books AT ALL.. AWWWW SHIT... -3- 
New playlist... Enjoy.. =D

OMIGOSH !!!

OMIGOSH! Yes, OMIGOSH! Kuroshitsuji II is coming out soon.. And guess who's performing the theme song?? THE GAZETTE!! YESHHHHHHH! WHOOT! HAHAHA.. Nice anime + nice band = happiness on earth LOLOLOLOL =D I'm lame. I know.. -3- [blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh] Ooookay now I'm just being TOTALLY RANDOM.

PICTURE TIME =D

LOL... I hate putting pics on blogger. Makes my blood boil. =3=||

PICS TIME~ lalalalalala

[[SuG & LM.C]] OMIGOSH TAKERU (SuG Vocal) is sooooooo cute <3

IN ORDER: SuG, LM.C

IN ORDER (SuG then LM.C) - Band, Takeru (V), Masato (G), Yuji (G), Shinpei (D), Chiyu (B)

SuG and LM.C are coming to town ~~~

I'm am soooooooooo done for. I am supposed to be studying!! Yet I'm on the comp for AT LEAST 4 hours a day - MSN, FB, YT, Twitter, OM, Blogger etc etc... 4 hours is waaaaaaaaay too long for me to be on the comp. Its not like I'm in school where I actually NEED the comp. Finding songs, watching GAZEROCK concerts on YT, typing rubbish for my FB status... I need a life, SERIOUSLY.
SuG and LM.C are coming to SG!!! ZOMG =D Its like... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RARE for JROCK bands to actually come to SG to perform! But the organizers JUST HAD TO THROW THEM IN WITH KPOP, which is a minority interest to me. Argh. If it were PURE JROCK/Visual Kei, I would pay $200 bucks, not to mention $118 bucks to catch them, even if I weren't their fan. I mean it. But $118 for 2 JROCK BANDS? Nuh uh... No way... The "BEST" part is - the people they interviewed for the paper, were KPOP fans. I mean. KPOP is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO common in SG? SHINee, Super Junior , SS501 bla bla bla. And they say that its not fair that they put JROCK together with KPOP. I personally don't mind KPOP, but puuuuhleeeease. Its SOOOOOOO MUCH RARER for JROCK bands to come perform so why don't you give them a chance? Its LM.C and SuG lehhhs...  If you were talking about Super Junior or those mega-watt stars then I have nothing to complain about cause' I like them too. ARHHHHH.... Frustrated.
I'm dying to cut my hair... But its not for another 5 days! NOOOOOO!
I'm jumping from one topic to another. Dangerous. I think I shall leave you with songs and PVs =D SuG and LM.C!!


[[SuG - GR8 STORY]]



[[LM.C - 88]]



[[LM.C - BOYS AND GIRLS]]

B.O.R.I.N.G

The holidays are boring me out.. I'm stuck at home everyday and I'm sitting in fromt of the comp like.. at least 4 hours everyday?? I totally have no mood to do anything, not even read my Japanese notes or practise the guitar (even after I swore to get it done).. Argh.. =3=