10/10/10 ... ... ...JUST PASSED. Its 11/10/10 already :DDD

Oh well. 10/10/10 just passed. :D

Pretty average Sunday I guess. 

But then. There is something that really pissed me off. 

Nah, maybe not seriously, but I was pretty irritated at work today. 

Here's the story. 

There's this newbie at the shop. 

And I DON'T LIKE HIM. 

Dammit. Gotta bear with it for the sake of my money.

Wanna know why I don't like him? 

1. I don't like his face
2. He asks stupid questions
3. He does some stupid things that piss me off
4. He talks to me/us like I've known him for a long time alr. 

Stupid questions being? 

Me: *sucking on my lolly*

Him: Eh, why you eat lollipop eat so slow? 

Me: *WTFFFFFF* uhhhh. Slowly eat lah. Eat so fast for what?

Him: Haha. 

LIKE. WHATDAFUCK?

Another one.. This one was when the shop was empty

Me: *standing at a corner looking out for customers*

Him: Eh why you look so sian? 

Me: Uhh. Cuz I'm bored? 

Him: Orh. 

Seriously lah. What the fuck ? 

And the stupid things he did? 

I was digging in the lolly can to look for my strawberry lolly. When I found it, I was talking to myself aloud. I said "Yay I found my favourite flavour!" Then he was like "What what? I also want!" 

WTF, you are older than me leh. Can you please act your age for GAWD's sake? 

Dammit. I really don't like him. 

Also. Here's a little something for all those who have been emo-ing like me. 

I guess no one really wants to know, but since this blog is the place where I let my emotions run free, here's something for all of you.

For those with BF and GF, I'm sure we all know that at our age, NOTHING IS FOREVER. 

We know and have seen one too many examples of how people promised each other 'forever' and ended up going separate ways. 

Life is not easy. I know that EVERYONE hopes that their BF/GF will be the one they are looking for. But then again, when the going gets tough, I believe that will be the time where you can gauge for yourself whether your partner is REALLY the one for you. 

I know I'm not really in the best position to comment about such stuff, since I've never had a BF before. But I've seen couples come and go. I've heard stories that I will keep a secret. 

Actually, I don't really know why I don't have a BF. I guess its cuz' I'm more to the boyish side and I tend to prefer being that way. So I'm more of a bro kinda girl to them, compared to those girly ones. 

But I have already hardened myself to this kinda emotions. I don't wanna spend my days being someone I am not, just so to find a BF. If someone falls for the "unreal" me, then that person does not truly love me. 

I will NOT change myself for someone who does not like me for who I am. 

I am me. And nothing can change that. 

If you don't like me, that's your own problem. 

I am sick and tired of having one-sided crushes that I know will will never actually develop into a proper relationship. 

I am tired of having to put on a mask to hide my feelings (which I admit, I'm pretty good at it) so that no one will suspect anything.

I know I don't have the best looks.

I know I don't have the best figure.

I know I don't have the best attitude.

But this is me. 

And I'll say, I've never loved myself more in my entire life. 

Oh well. Better stop ranting :DD 

ScReW :D love them :DDDD <3 <3 <3