Thanks and sudden realizations :D

I have been emo-ing these few days.

I've been posting depressing stuff on FB, and I know I've been making people worried. 

So even though I know they won't read this, I just wanna say A BIG BIG THANKS to all of them who were so concerned about me :DDD 

Truth be told. 

I never imagined people would actually bother to reply to my posts since I guess I don't really have such an important place in their hearts. 

But. I am truly touched :D

Thank you all :DDD

Elsie - VK buddy :D thanks for the concern! VK IS NOT EMO. IT'S GOOD!

Samuel - Primary school buddy! Thanks bro. Your advice helped :D

Fulin - I MISS YOU! I'm fine now. Thanks for worrying about me :D

Ken - ROCKER COUSIN :DDDD Thanks dude. I mean it :D

Cyrus - OYAJI :D I am not a chibiko! hahahaha. Thanks for the concern :D

Oh well. I guess that just sums it all up.

Today (while walking to Woodlands interchange from RP to change my damm password), I came to a sudden realization.

Visual Kei and JROCK has really helped me pull through my first semester of poly.

Without JROCK and VK, I wouldn't have been able to express myself the way I wanted to. 

I want to be unique, special, more confident about myself. 

But I never had that before. 

After I had more contact with them, I guess I got more confidence in myself. 

I bleached my hair and dyed it purple, then the purple faded to a blonde, and now its some kind of ashen colour. 

But the point is. 

I feel that they really helped me alot. 

And thanks to Chiru-senpai! She's super cute.

I got to know the suuuuper cool Sochii-senpai and Ren-senpai :D

I'm looking forward to knowing them better even though I know I'm still a can't-even-call-myself-a-novice newbie at VK. 

BUT I WILL TRY! I SWEAR I WILL TRY TO BE AS GOOD AS SOCHII-SENPAI! (She's REALLY REALLY goood!)

I want to be able to carry off whatever style I try with confidence. :D

頑張ります！

Until next time. 

I CAN HASH GPA 3.1 woooooooooooooooooooooo! :DDD

Jin and Kazuki :D

 Cheki with Jin and Byou :D

ScReW is LOVE <3 <3