Dedicated to...

HOMG.

This is gonna be one hell of a long post. But I think it’s worth my time.

Dedicated to W45L, the best class that I have had since I started schooling 11 years ago.

This might be draggy, but I hope the W45L peeps who are reading this will stay on to the end.

14 April 2010.

First day of lessons in a TOTALLY new environment.

Truth be told, I was afraid. 

I had a lot of “what ifs”  in my mind.

What if I don’t like my new classmates?

What if I don’t fit in like some of the previous classes I had in primary and secondary school?

What if I don’t make any friends?

Seriously.

I fucking swear I was daaaam scared on my first day of school.

At 8am. I reached the door of classroom W45L.

I decided to keep the “what ifs” out of my mind for awhile.

When lessons began...

It was standard procedure I guess.

Ice breaking games, trying to get us to warm up to each other. It wasn’t that bad though.

And now, after 15 weeks of being together… …

I AM OFFICIALLY SAD TO LEAVE ALL OF YOU.

I'll admit that I’m not exactly normal, but I don’t think I’m THAT weird either.

I was really afraid that no one would accept me for the JROCK, blood/gore, violence loving girl that I am. 

Because you can’t really say that it’s normal for girls to like bloody or violent stuff.

But I guess in one way or another, I felt that I was accepted as a part of the class.

Frankly speaking, I think I was born an anti-social.

I only open up to the people that I feel I can really trust to take my secrets to their graves with them. I’ve experienced having my own secrets being used against me, and I guess that was what makes me the way I am. I believe that if I’m going to get hurt by opening up to others, then I’d rather be alone forever.

But humans are social creatures and I guess I really couldn’t help but open up to all of you.

THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES.

I tend to judge people VERY quickly, and me, being me, I am usually very stubborn. Once I take a firm stand in something, its hard for me to change.

But I guess this class is different.

From then all the way till now, my impression of all of you have changed.

FOR THE BETTER.

But still, I thank all of you for being my friends.
Thank you for being there for me.

I don’t have a religion. But to whoever is watching over me from wherever, Heaven or Hell, THANK YOU.

THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME HAVE THE CHANCE TO MEET SUCH GREAT PEOPLE.

Seriously. You don’t know how grateful I am for having such a lovely class.

HOLY SHIT. I think I’ll stop here. Before I cry again. T.T

BUT YOU GUYS ARE REALLY MAKE MY DAY. 

AWESOOOOOOOME!

LOVE YOU ALL~!

*muaaaaacks*

Here are some songs for all of you. 

Its in Japanese (cuz its me XDDD)

The lyrics are really meaningful. 

Hope you guys can take some time to listen to it.

There are 4 so I got those with English subs for you guys (the 1st 3)
The last one no subbed de so.. Lyrics will be given XDDDD

THANK YOU - Home Made Kazoku

Michi (Road) ~ To You All - Aluto



Friends - Stephanie



Yume no Michishirube - ViViD



Yume no Michishirube - ViViD

subete no kimi wo ukeireru kara sa mou nani mo osore nai de mienai asu ni senaka no tsubasa ga oretemo boku ga kimi wo michibiku kara daijoubu, daijoubu tsunaida te wa mou nidoto hanasanai itsuwari dake kuro shika nai kono sekai de boku ga kimi wo terashite ageru daijoubu, daijoubu nagashita namida no bun dake egao ni naru koko ni ikiru imi wo yatte mitsuketa garasu iro no ude de zutto mamotte ageru kake gae no nai taisetsu na kimi e zutto soba ni warattete hoshii itsumo sou itsumade mo kimi ga nozomu no nara uta wo utaou koko ni ikiru imi wo yatte mitsuketa garasu iro no ude de zutto mamotte ageru subete no kimi wo ukeireru kara sa mou nani mo osore nai de kanji aete kono kiseki nani yori kimi ni deaeta koto ni arigatou tokei no hairi susumu tabi kimi e no omoi fukuranda iku atatakai sayonara nante iwanai yo kimi no dake no kodoku boku ga terashi tsuzukeru

Because everything about you has been accepted There's nothing more to be scared of The tomorrow that cannot be seen Even if the wings on your back are broken 　 Because I will show you the way 「Are you okay? I’m all right…」 The hands that are connected will not be separated a second time In this world which is full of lies and has no choice but to be black 　 I will shine upon you 「Are you okay? I’m all right…」 only the segment of tears that flowed have became smiles I have finally found the meaning of living in this world I will always protect you with this glass-coloured arm To the precious you who cannot be replaced…  「I want to forever be laughing by your side」 Always yes, no matter what 　 If you wish for it  I will sing a song I have finally found the meaning of living here (in this world) I will always protect you with this glass-coloured arm Because everything about you has been accepted 　  there’s nothing more to be scared of This miracle of falling in love with each other  Above all, for the fact that I met you 「Thank you.」 Every time the needle of the clock goes forward 　 my feelings for you grow…  It’s warm I will not say things like「goodbye.」 I will continue to shine upon the loneliness in the heart of you