Another post ?!?!?!?!

Ehhhhhh... 2 posts in one day?!
Yeah. I just got alot on my mind that I want to get rid of.
It might very well offend people, but whatever. I just want to get it off my chest.

First.
There are some people who are FREE to go wherever they want, whenever they want.
Want to go out, then drag people along mah.
How?
Find me lor.
But then, when I say I can't, they start whining and asking me why.
Seriously larh. No one to go out with you then STAY THE FUCK AT HOME. NOT EVERYONE IS AS FREE AS YOU.
Can't you just stay home and help around the house?
OH WAIT. YOU ALL ARE TOO FUCKING PAMPERED TO EVEN LIFT A FINGER AND HELP OUT.
Sorry to disappoint you, but I've been doing the housework every weekend and cooking every other day SINCE I WAS IN PRIMARY SCHOOL.
LIKE HELL YOU'LL UNDERSTAND.

Second.
When I finally can go out, of course must drag those free kias out luhh.
Then what happens?
They spend money like it grows on trees and they live in the Botanic Gardens.
FUCK LARH I KNOW YOU RICH LUH.
I can only afford those 2 for 20 tops at Cotton On and have to think twice to get a top that costs more than 20 bucks.
And I know your parents are so nice and will sponsor ALL of your whatever overseas trip.
SORRY ARH. I NOT SO RICH HOR.
CAN DUN NEED SPEND MONEY LIKE THAT DE RIGHT?
Then when I say, you complain.

Third.
I know you all got BF then very loving larh.
Your BF this, your BF that...
I GET IT ALREADY.
DON'T NEED RUB SALT INTO WOUNDS HORH?

Other people say friends are people who will be with you for the rest of your lives.
PUI ARH.
The only friends I have are those who will go to my funeral, eat the free food at the reception and then forget that I even existed three DAYS later.

When all is lost,
will you even realize?
My once (barely) noticeable existence
now disappears from your hearts. 
And I shall forever be alone. 
I chose to trust you,
open up to you. 
And this is what I get? 
Too bad karma doesn't like me much.
What I give is not what I get...
All is but grey..
In the world I created to make myself feel wanted.