one too many times.

Apologies to those whom I lashed out at yesterday. Ah wait why the fuck am I even writing this when no one is going to fucking read it?
Alright. SORRY. I APOLOGIZE FOR MY SARCASTIC COMMENTS YESTERDAY. I WAS IN A FUCKING BAD MOOD ALRIGHT?


Aaaanyway..


To seek or to be sought after.
I was NEVER the one to be sought after.
I guess I was always the one who was looking.
Looking for someone, something..
Trying to be one that can be sought after,
but always failing.


Never the one who is loved.
Never the one who is liked.
Never the one whom others turn to.
Only for others to turn against.


I just don't know why..
Being emo is just the way I am, right?
Is there something wrong with that?
Is there anything wrong with an emo wanting to have friends?
Is is wrong to want a friend that won't PS you?
I've been through too many of this so I'm immune already.
But still, it hurts to know that you think that way...