Reflections

Yes. Reflections. 

No. Not RJs.

Yes. Reflections.

On what? My life and how it is an epic failure. 

(I'm only gonna talk about what I've gone through this year, in 2010)

Lets start.. 

1.     Went to class chalet, watched SAW I and II and realized I've got a tougher gut than any girl I know.

2. Quit my job and lost my already-measly income just cause' I didn't like the IC. 
3. CNY at my aunt's house made me realize how much of a failure I am when it comes to studying.
4. Spent my days rotting at home cuz I didn't have a job and since the majority of my friends are in JC, I'm left to AMUSE MYSELF at home. 
5. Started school and I realized that W45L is the best class in the world!
6. Spent too much money and decided to cut down on spending. Did it work? Not a chance.
7. Totally fell in love with VK style (as in totally influenced by it) and I am now trying my best to achieve it. Hoping it works.
8. Betting on WC is not as draining on my wallet as compared to eating in The Reel Room.
9. Friends said I'm not a girl. Why? Cause' I don't like Taylor Swift.
10. Friends were talking about their BFs and I just realized I'm just a pathetic teen, aren't I?
11. Yes. I have NEVER (you heard me. NEVER) had a BF cause' I'm more of a friend to them since they can talk to me about games, soccer, tech stuff and anime/manga. Laugh all you want.
12. Yes. I am only making myself feel inferior but what does it matter! Thinking positive isn't going to help either. 
13. I know I'm being overly sensitive and I'm only going to make myself feel worse. But you know what? WHATEVER! I don't give a fucking care anymore. 
14. I love my friends. I really do. But I just can't help but want to say these stuff that I've been keeping inside me for so long. 

CONCLUSION - Life is NEVER fair when its supposed to be. And it’s ALWAYS fair when its NOT SUPPOSED to be.